Panda’s Journal – Friday 16th January 

Friday 16th January  I have been very down today, no illness to speak of, no RDS even but I really have no get up and go. I haven’t eaten all day, not even a toasted rice pudding sandwich can tempt me from my idling on my far too old sofa. I spent the majority of the day lain on that same sofa staring at the ceiling.

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Panda’s Journal – Thursday 15th January 

Thursday 15th January  Starting to feel better today, although when I woke this morning I could have sworn that Dang was standing naked at the end of my bed. Not a good thing I can assure you! Why is it that when I have these skelping RDS events there are never any Bikini clad three breasted females in them?? My boss rang to see how I am, seems work is mega-busy but there is no chance I can go back until the Doc signs me back on.

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Panda’s Journal – Wednesday 14th January 

Wednesday 14th January  Found out why the neighbour has been complaining so much… I did in fact have the volume up quite high, but with the effects of my increased medication I did not realise. Headphones seem to be a good temporary solution, despite my reluctance to use them it will at least keep the peace.

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Panda’s Journal – Tuesday 13th January 

Tuesday 13th January  Neighbour knocked again this morning moaning about the noise!! I truly have no idea what he means? Yes I’ve been playing that song over and over, but not loudly, no way. Told the guy to get lost. Feeling no better today, Misty rang to ask how I was which was unusual but nice of her. There was a note pinned to my front door as well, telling me that the hole in the window has been repaired. Hmm! The hole has been stuffed full of old Pizza…

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Panda’s Journal – Monday 12th January 

Monday 12th January  The weather today was truly terrible, I have one window in the apartment it faces southwards from the lounge and extends past the internal wall to the bedroom. There is one hell of a hole in the frame to the bedroom side. I have tried desperately to get hold of the building manager but to no avail. Not feeling that good today, so I decided that with the hole in the window and the wind and the rain coming in that I will sleep on the couch…

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Panda’s Journal – Sunday 11th January 

Sunday 11th January  Panic attack today, woke up and everything was dark, though at the time the RDS was in full flow and I thought I had been swallowed by a whale! Took me three hours to calm down and realise that I was laying in my bed and not on a whales tongue! Had my medication now so reality seems a lot easier on me, think I am going to play that song I bought.

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Panda’s Journal – Saturday 10th January 

Saturday 10th January  Bored out of my skin and it’s only the second day. Trying not to spend too much money as I really have to save, but I bought my first song off Bambii’s list. The Precisions – This song is all that’s keeping me going at the moment!

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Panda’s Journal – Friday 9th January 

Friday 9th January  Three hours in the Health Centre! I have been signed off work for two weeks. My Manager is not happy but there is nothing I can do. Doc says its exhaustion affecting the RDS. At least I have health insurance so will get my normal wage whilst I’m off.

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Panda’s Journal – Thursday 8th January 

Thursday 8th January  Had to ring in ill at work, woke up thinking I was in a Swamp! RDS in full flow, even went looking for a bikini in which to wrestle. Rang the Health Centre and I am going in tomorrow for a check-up with the Doc.

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Panda’s Journal – Monday 5th January 

Monday 5th January  Day off, rang into work to see if it was any busier, sadly no, so no extra shifts for me. Damn! Nothing for it I’m going up to level 82, where all the ‘clubs’ are, they are always looking for bar staff etc. Lots of fingers crossed.

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